Friday, December 16, 2005
So what if I already posted once today? Who freakin' cares, anyway? But I was just thinking how I wish that my roommates were just a tad cleaner. I feel like I'm their mother or something, ALWAYS picking up after them. Mostly just Oksana, Nicole is generally pretty good at cleaning up after herself. But, yeah. Spent about 3 hours cleaning the kitchen tonight with sore feet. So now my feet are really sore and so is my back.
Didn't end up eating. Alice was busy for one and, for another, I just didn't actually feel like it.
I've noticed something about my veins. I can see them. Really well. More so than I used to be capable of seeing them. I wonder why that is?
I recieved a compliment today. In a weird form and the individual who gave it to me doesn't even know. But I was asked how old I am- 20? I was like... no. 19. But close enough because I feel 20. In fact, I've felt 20 for a very long time. Sometimes older than 20. Course, I'm not going to tell said individual when I finally am 20 because I just don't broadcast that day about much any more. Used to when it excited me. Now I just like to keep it quiet. Family can know, fine. But no one else, please. I don't like to be the center of attention and that is the perfect day for me to be c.o.a., if you get my drift. Ahem.
I think that just maybe my orchid might live. I hope it does! I will be so sad if it dies because it had the prettiest flowers I have ever seen. LIVE orchid, LIVE! I should name it. Oh, wait. I already did. Haha.
I'm so tired! Can you tell? I'm sort of just rambling here, I think.
Oh. Tomorowwy is going to be nice. I do have to go up to campus, but that is only to pick up my final paper from one of my professors. It will be good to see her again, anyway. And then I will get to relax for a while and just do nothing. I might watch a movie. Or pack. Or clean some more. Or maybe all of the above. But then I'll have to start dinner prolly around... Ish. I'm going to say 4:30, just to be safe. Maybe 5... I've got to plan it out a little better. It just needs to be done by about 7. And Jackson and I are going to call Kalia while I'm over there and speak words with her. Maybe I will try calling her earlier and see if she will be able to talk tomorrow night. Don't know yet. I generally just get her voice mail.
I HURT! Like buckets of flaming ice do I hurt! My poor back. And my poor feet. I think they are wanting to just fall off. I hope they don't. I need my feet.
Ok. Going to bed now. I'm basically falling asleep as it is.
