Thursday, December 08, 2005
It doesn't matter any more, I decided. I don't matter. Nothing I do, say, or think matters. If I had never been born the world might even be a better place. My sister would be happy. No one would have known me so they wouldn't miss me. The only reason I keep going is because I
was born and now people do know me and my parents, at least, love me. But I haven't done anything worth doing in my life. All I've done is upset people, really. Like Tanya and Angie. Two people who I thought I would share so much with and now they won't even talk to me. And I can't even say I'm sorry.
Enough said.
