Tuesday, January 17, 2006
The day is finally over. That's my happy thought. No, it wasn't all bad. Yes, I did enjoy bits of it. Yes, I managed to be "happy" while on campus (at least on the surface).
I am irritated. If you're going to go to the effor to ask me a question (such as what is wrong) then you should at least wait for an answer. Or ask again if the discussion is interupted before I can answer. I've had enough of being ignored like that in the past week. I don't need it anymore. But then, I guess I should be used to it. It's not like people ask after me often anyway or even care. I don't blame them. I don't care.
Bah.
Humbug.
If I were to die tomorrow, I'd be OK with that. I'd be happier. I wouldn't be ignored anymore.
Sorry. Can't do this tonight. It's got to go into the real journal. Where it will be permanent and there for no one to see but me myself and I. This is too personal a subject. I just needed to rant a bit.
