Thursday, January 12, 2006
I heart Johnny Depp, Tom Cruise is some delicious eye candy, and my feet feel pretty.
I bought a pink hippo at the bookstore today, made it to all of my classes, had an awesome time in HFL Lab, and got a sweet foot massage.
I can Breathe again, I have a very angular face, my bruise is fun to play with, and I have been completely alert all day today.
These are my happy thoughts. I need to think of at least.. umm...ten every day I post starting now. I thought of eleven today. If I happen to miss a happy session in a posting day, please alert me so that I may correct my error.
I love someone now and for always. I always heard that the truth will set me free, but it hasn't yet. I wonder when it ever will?
I want to go to Machu Pichu. Like, really badly. Sometiems I wish that I would have been born into a family with more money just so that we could do things like that. Instead every penny my parents have that doesn't go towards food and bills goes towards my education. I need to find a job so that I may help out. I don't like living so tight. Plus my sewing class is going to cost bucket loads in materials this semester.
Jackson thinks I should smile more. I admit, I do not smile very often. Usually it's just a blank look that takes no effort to give. I don't like my smile, though, and rarely do I find something to smile about. I'm too pessemistic. I need to change that. He also thinks I should eat more. And I know I should, but I don't like eating so I don't choose to. But maybe I will start up again for a while. Something Jeff said sort of struck me today along the lines of eating. I'm going to be stuck with my body until the day I day, so shouldn't I try to invest in it and take better care of it? The answer to that is, of course, yes. And it's going to be one heck of a job keeping at it. I will have to become more aware of what my body tries to tell me.
I wish I knew what to do about the whole Tanya situation. I'm so confused about it. I should talk to my Bishop and see what he has to say. He's an inspired man and is basically the next best thing I've got to my father. I also need to ask him what the Lord wants me to do about a certain someone.
Speaking of a certain someone, I'm thinking about having another DTR talk. Or DTF, if you prefer (Define The Friendship). I need to know what he gets out of it, if it is positive or negative, and if I'm holding him back from further progress. I should have asked tonight, but Karl was in the room. Did wash some dishes for him, though.
I should clean my room tomorrow and wash my own dishes. Yusyus.
And now I am really tired and having a difficult time seeing to type because my eyes keep closing on me. So Sleep well, world. While you are not pretty, the Earth is.
