Thursday, August 17, 2006
Work was long today. All five hours of it. And my feet kill because I was standing most of the time. And
no one knows how to measure their head. I think I prolly had about 20/200 people that had actually ordered the right size cap.
Anyway, seeing all those caps for graduation got me thinking of the last time I saw them- my own high school graduation. I have decided that I couldn't be happier to be out of that phase of life. I hated it with a great passion. I was miserable. There was a lot of drama in those three years of my life. I had some great friends then, though, who helped me get through it all, even though most of them probably had no idea what was going on inside my head. Admittedly, some of those same friends made the days even worse at times, but we always worked things out and life (at least that part) was good again. (Until a year ago this month. About. But that's a whole different story that I'm not going to go into.) As I was thinking about all my friends in high school, I decided that I'd probably rather disappoint quite a few of them, based off their blogs where they talk about, you know, everything. Like
Vedma who says she believes in
Magic, or Heiress and Ducky who only talk to me on occasion because of some stupid misunderstanding last year. And Lessie, Z, and Mudsies. Not to mention a few of my cousins. The thing is, we've all gone our different ways. That's not a bad thing, really. It's good that we change, grow, and develop our own opinions. The problem lies in the fact that there are times when our opinions clash so hard and fast that things start falling apart. And I'm not who I used to be, but they don't always take that into account. Then, when I bring it up (after enduring things for hours and hours, days, and weeks, etc. and not being able to take it any more) it offends them.
My Toshi's fan keeps making weird noises. It is making me nervous. I may have to go into The Evil Best Buy before my warranty dies and have them take a look at it. It just started doing it today. My sister things something might be lodged back there or that it is just really dusty and needs to be cleaned out. I'm hoping that it's the latter, but you never know. Especially with things I own; they tend to be temperamental. Especially when it comes to Toshi. Silly Toshi. Sigh. That's what I get for shopping at Best Buy. Next time, I buy directly from the manufacturer. (We should all boycott Best Buy. That would teach them! Stop putting adware on my computer! Give me the dang Window's program and not some copy of it! Gosh!)
I have two boxes. Monday I may get more. I move in approximately nine days. Love Duck gets back in four. Phbtt.
Behold, the Muse
