And, oh yeah. I’m off the meds again. It was reaching the point where having a seizure was a very high possibility, and if you’d seen me at all in the past week, you’d know what I mean. (Just take Tuesday’s level of shaking and multiply it by about 100, and you’ve got Wednesday’s condition.) So, anyway, I called Dr. Kroger up and was like, “Hey. I’m shaking really bad. Is this supposed to happen?” He said it certainly shouldn’t happen on the starting dosage and to stop taking it immediately. Now I’ve got to go about a week without anything in my system to clean it out so that I can start taking something new without worrying about the two mixing.
So, if you do chance to see me or even if this post comes off this way, while I’m really not feeling well (at all), I’m OK and I have been worse. The shakes are about gone now, and that’s really all I ask at this point. The rest I’ve lived with for 21 years and I think I can handle living that way again without anything to help me along. Just be… really delicate if you think you’d like to discuss certain topics with me as I’m prone to irritation.
Suggestions for getting pent-up emotions out of my system are welcome at this point.
