I feel like I am getting stupid ever since I stopped being a school-bunny. And, while I don't like being graded on things, I still want to learn. It's sort of a conundrum.
So here is what I decided. Some day, in the future, I will take Independent Study courses, where I can learn at my own speed, take the classes I want to take, and hopefully do well at them and not stress/procrastinate.